Today I really feel so sad......, yea ch really...really sad. I can even take a breath.I ran to my room...crying and screaming as loud as i can.
Nobody knows how suffer i am... how poor my life... how difficult my situation.
Do you know why people didn't notice it....????
that just because as they know, i am very strong and independent women who always smile,make a silly joke and take an easy about everything, no matter there was big or small problem. But who knows when i am alone..sitting in my room and st rat cry and in very very deep on the bottom of my heart there was some questions..when my suffer of life will be the end.... when the real happiness will be mine. (sorry my English bad but i want to practice it more that why i write it in English...ceritanya pingin nguji nyali... SOK PD GITU LHO... kan hitung2 latihan gratis..maklumlah biasa makan singkong jadi lidah kaku fikiran ketul deh..... tapi setidaknya ngerti kan maksud ku..??????
Nobody knows how suffer i am... how poor my life... how difficult my situation.
Do you know why people didn't notice it....????
that just because as they know, i am very strong and independent women who always smile,make a silly joke and take an easy about everything, no matter there was big or small problem. But who knows when i am alone..sitting in my room and st rat cry and in very very deep on the bottom of my heart there was some questions..when my suffer of life will be the end.... when the real happiness will be mine. (sorry my English bad but i want to practice it more that why i write it in English...ceritanya pingin nguji nyali... SOK PD GITU LHO... kan hitung2 latihan gratis..maklumlah biasa makan singkong jadi lidah kaku fikiran ketul deh..... tapi setidaknya ngerti kan maksud ku..??????
but the way..... i believe in god, he never sleep and he knows what the best things for his people in earth. i just pray..pray... and as for the help that someday my dream will be come true.
everybody has a dream...even me too. I have a huge dream that someday i can spent my hole life just being a teacher for poor people who can't send their children to go to school for education,just because they don't have enough money for that.
but i really want to start ting it as soon as possible . my opinion is beginning on July 2010 and start ting about 5 or 10 kids, age between 3 and 6 years old. just like kindergarten.
I'll do all my best.....teach them all the good things.....let's them know more knowledge when they still young as much as i know.....to help them growing to be independent person who always have big responsibility,respectful,honest, polite and trust.
i wish god will bless me and make all this will be happen..Amin
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